do i really want to dye my hair or is it an impulse to fill the Void™?
do i really want to dye my hair or is it an impulse to fill the Void™?
me: wants to play multiple instruments, create art, speak multiple languages, etc.
me: lays on the floor face down for an hour instead
“Wherever you go becomes a part of you somehow.”
— Anita Desai
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?